Processing A Meltdown.

Hi, its been a while.

This will most probably be a ramble for myself but also an update.

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I turned 21 last Sunday and in a weird way I feel younger. Maybe it’s because I was freaked out about no longer being a teenager last year and now I have entered the weird in-between.

I completed my degree under lockdown, graduated from university, moved back home and first the first time in my life I am stagnant. There is no natural next step. No routine, no security and certainly no money.

For me, moving back to my home town into my teenage room just brings back a lot of bad times. I feel like I’m 15 again, listening to The 1975 and dreaming of moving to London. Now at 21, I’m back in that same room, listening to The 1975, but now I actually relate to their lyrics and still dreaming of moving to London. I’m aiming to move out in January because I can’t stay at home for too long and I’m sure anyone who has moved back in with their parents will understand.

I’m applying for jobs but with a staggering amount of people being made unemployed it just feels very daunting and demotivating. I’m literally hoping for a job I could have got at 16, with no degree or debt.

Basically, I don’t really know what to do from here so I thought I would distract myself with this blog again, if anything it will give my days some structure, as at the moment they are feeling extremely lost.

I’m hoping to share some outfits and most probably fan girl over some 60s ‘it’ girls, as always, please give a follow if that would interest you.

Lenie x

Published by eleanorelizabeth99

Hey! For me this blog is a creative outlet whilst I am studying at university. I write about university mishaps, fashion, lifestyle etc. At 20, I can't promise great life advice, however maybe you could grasp what not to do.

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